My body is back to London 

doesn’t mean that i need to bring my heart back as well

i don’t really hate british airways – i’m just afraid of missing important things – i don’t think christopher understands that – last time i took british airways i booked the ticket to watch misa ( my favorite ballerina ) in boston – but ba was more than 24hrs late – i felt really really worried – last month i went to sarasota – i didn’t take ba as he suggested only b/c i miss him – i don’t want to miss his class and his workshop – it’s not that i hate ba – it’s that i like him and i don’t want to miss things – i don’t think christopher understand how i feel – he prolly took it nationally

i do like boston ballet more than royal ballet at the moment because i’ve just been here for less than 2 years – i don’t think he understands that – i’ve been around boston ballet for many years – every time when i was very sad at school boston ballet brightened my heart – art is personal – and it’s related to what you are doing and how you are feeling at that time – it would take some time for me to watch more royal ballet – i don’t think he understands that

i do like misa’s diamond the best – at a time when i was unhappy at school – tons of tons of light was shining out of her dance – and light was reflecting off her sharp edges – i really feel the light and the cuts on the stone from her movement – i was surprised and it brightened my life at that time – he doesn’t have to understand that – he can like a blurry diamond – but i will like misa’s crystal clear and edgy diamond

if i’m still working for the insurance company where i only need to show up at 10am and leave at 5pm – i would love – of course to take tube every day – i wouldn’t mind the crowd – but if i have to work from 7:30 to 6pm with mind full of new things that i haven’t learned yet – plus doing ballet at night – i wanted to put all my energy on important things – when talking abt underground or uber – i don’t think he understands that

he doesn’t have to understand that 😦

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